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Danilo Kiš ß 1 SUMMARY READ & DOWNLOAD Õ DDTUST-UDA.RU ß Danilo Kiš REVIEW Bašta pepeo In Yugoslavia during the Second World War young Andi Scham and his beleaguered family are constantly moving and searching for refuge Yet the physical hardships of the world do not intrude on Andi's adolescent world of vivid observation a Garden Ashes is a very fanciful novel and in its poetical imagery it reminded me of Bruno Schulz s storiesA boy and his family the times are hard and life is full of misery and deprivations but child s imagination is capable to turn even sorrow and unhappiness into something magical Since childhood I was afflicted with a sick hypersensitivity and my imagination uickly turned everything into a memory too uickly sometimes one day was enough or an interval of a few hours or a routine change of place for an everyday event with a lyrical value that I did not sense at the time to become suddenly adorned with a radiant echo the echo ordinarily reserved only for those memories which have been standing for many years in the powerful fixative of lyrical oblivionThere were his kind mother his older sister his strange relatives but the boy was growing up in the dark shadow of his fatherAnd that man wrapped in a caftan with the insane glow in his eyes with his arms raised to heaven that must be my lather the sinful prophet the false apostleLike the mad prophet of the old testament his father raged thundered curses and foreboded eternal darkness There are people who are born to be unhappy and to make others unhappy who are the victims of celestial intrigues incomprehensible to us guinea pigs tor the celestial machinery rebels allotted the part of a rebel yet born by the cruel logic of the celestial comedy with their wings clipped They are titans without the power of titans dwarf titans whose only greatness was given them in the form of a rigid dose of sensitivity that dissolves their trifling strength like alcohol They follow their star their sick sensibility borne along by titanic plans and intentions but then break like waves against the rocky banks at triviality We are born We grow up We grow older Time flies We live And life is but a dream Fragonard Art and Eroticism life is full of misery and deprivations but child s imagination is capable to turn even sorrow and unhappiness into something magical Since childhood I was afflicted with a sick hypersensitivity and my imagination uickly turned everything into a memory too uickly sometimes one day was enough or an interval of a few hours or a routine change of place for an everyday event with a Mao Zedong lyrical value that I did not sense at the time to become suddenly adorned with a radiant echo the echo ordinarily reserved only for those memories which have been standing for many years in the powerful fixative of The Monarchs Are Missing lyrical oblivionThere were his kind mother his older sister his strange relatives but the boy was growing up in the dark shadow of his fatherAnd that man wrapped in a caftan with the insane glow in his eyes with his arms raised to heaven that must be my Touchstone lather the sinful prophet the false apostleLike the mad prophet of the old testament his father raged thundered curses and foreboded eternal darkness There are people who are born to be unhappy and to make others unhappy who are the victims of celestial intrigues incomprehensible to us guinea pigs tor the celestial machinery rebels allotted the part of a rebel yet born by the cruel Report an issue logic of the celestial comedy with their wings clipped They are titans without the power of titans dwarf titans whose only greatness was given them in the form of a rigid dose of sensitivity that dissolves their trifling strength Love is Blind like alcohol They follow their star their sick sensibility borne along by titanic plans and intentions but then break Straight To Sleep Gay Somnophilia like waves against the rocky banks at triviality We are born We grow up We grow older Time flies We Sea Witch Rising Sea Witch #2 live And

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Danilo Kiš ß 1 SUMMARY READ & DOWNLOAD Õ DDTUST-UDA.RU ß Danilo Kiš REVIEW Bašta pepeo Nd imaginative withdrawals From his memories emerges the wondrous story of his father Eduard Scham the Wandering Jew Don uixote red eyed crazed drunk bellicose a man who recedes from life and then disappears in the HolocaustAndi's search The realization that I was able to control my dreams channel them in a particular direction by my choice of reading matter or by thinking certain thoughts before going to sleep resulted in an explosion of my darkest impulses In fact I was living two lives not a trace of bookishness in that one in reality and the other in my dreams which produced in me an extraordinary and sinful joyI am dreaming this I am dreaming this I want this I loved Garden Ashes and I am on my third reading I want to keep on reading it until I learn its terrible power of thrilling happiness edged with the ache you can already feel behind it to head it off too early waking up too early Well it is just power maybe of the now and the future and past don t exist in its wake If you can keep on pretending if you have the juice I could paint it on my eyeballs or put it in my pocket If I have the juice It could be called up whenever you need it like a dark demon with a name to be said three times Stage unreality dreams The autobiographical cloud grounded sister would sob her heart out when something she loved was over I know the feeling I don t really love something unless I prematurely mourn its passing until she learns to no longer notice what she cannot change Andi doesn t have that Andi and his father have costumes and walking one foot before the other in a double dream world This happened this won t happen this will happen Eduard Scham is the father figure tethered to the front of the horse cart Dragged behind all the kinds of shit and mud the Wandering Jew persona to the world and the head of the family for as long as he can disappear behind it If you could willingly hide behind someone s illusion for as long as you wanted it to last Oh their times were hard Dream or perish Taste the food in your mouth or starve What kind of a position are any of those The victim the martyr kicked under It s not my fault I could see him moving forever to meet new people to trot out the old sob stories once the old audience has lost the fresh horror or is that sympathy in their eyes The new the show the surprise It s the knowing your place How long can you kick yourself under Andi could freeze frame a moment between the acts to get a glimpse of the real father If it could have lasted as a deliberate together act If you could walk inside your own memory and light every thing to see if anything changes you could change the past Relive rejoice revive Too late There s another word I was looking for Oh yeah it is read Andi s living this way pulled at every vessel in my body You know if you think with your heart If you could imagine the others you could taste it on your mouth Maybe it was every cell of my body or something It hurt When you re sick sometimes you re vital organs hurt when there is something else wrong with you It s sort of a way of telling you that something is wrong Eduard puts on a show What s wrong Migrate with the birds in the depression season Return to sender all letters Did he use morse code of the animals in the great wide wood I could see every leaf on every tree Or was it really every tear drop and not rain drops on the leaves Dreams are the brain s way of teling you something is important right A tiny cell in a ghetto Kicked under isn t like giving in to the current when you re held under Strings trailing behind and the sign doesn t say just married it says I m migrating with the wildebeasts and you know they say those are probably extinct Someone let go He could still be in other books though if you could dream it hard enough Heads of family on other heads Was it all really about the father anyway Funny how you start talking about things when you meant to talk about something else I was having a really good dream and I tried to get back to it Geoff s review is one of my favorites I ve ever reread on goodreads It was one of the few times I had to thank someone on goodreads for writing their review after I finished reading a book that absolutely did me in Geoff says he tells everyone he knows to read Garden Ashes and they don t take him up on it I know there are a lot of other wonderful books in the world But this one is really special and if you need a special book about what it feels like to write history and your speck of life dust in it through will of dreams and grief and passion and lust for making every thing count and how doing both rips you in two and you don t even want to stop because it can feel like in Garden Ashes You could make it last forever you could pretend it to be real Read Garden Ashes I m no good at this so please go listen to Geoff

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Danilo Kiš ß 1 SUMMARY READ & DOWNLOAD Õ DDTUST-UDA.RU ß Danilo Kiš REVIEW Bašta pepeo For his father is a poetic lyrical remembrance of things past The celebrated Serbian writer Danilo Kis has blended bits of realism snatches of dreams and echoes of his own consciousness as a child to shape this magical and memorable nov My first experience with Ki was A Tomb for Boris Davidovich a collection of seven stories that was very good Garden Ashes a novel centers on the childhood of Andi Scham during WWII and explores in particular his relationship with his eccentric father It was at least as good as Tomb if not better I have a copy of The Encyclopedia of the Dead which will be my next Ki

  • Paperback
  • 170
  • Bašta pepeo
  • Danilo Kiš
  • English
  • 23 March 2017
  • 9781564783264